I can hear my heartbeat sinking, it makes me feel like am slowly drifting away into uncertainities. The clouds thicken above me the darkness shutting down on me. There is no room for the fear to escape. No where to breathe no where to hide. With time this too shall pass I may learn to let go I tell myself . But my fists remain clenched holding on to the echoes in the silence. The slow death of something inside me engulfing my spirit crawling in to my conscious . There is nothing I can do to let free or may be this is the shell I built my life in !.slowly I close my eyes and start breathing free pretending to let go of all the pain I caused myself .what have I become now ? My conscious is just a voice trapped inside this forbidden soul.
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14 Comments
September 22, 2008 at 2:13 AM
Love it..
September 22, 2008 at 3:31 AM
beautiful…
… I feel like I am within u, watching, and waiting…
September 22, 2008 at 3:38 AM
thank u battyy
thats coz ur such a gud writer urself u can almost imagine everything and reflect it in words 
September 22, 2008 at 2:51 PM
Now that was a good read
I guess the philosophical person inside you is on the roll.
September 22, 2008 at 4:54 PM
thanks ammar
and most probably yes, I think there are phases and this might be it don’t know yet 
September 23, 2008 at 2:58 AM
Spooky. Yet engaging.
Nicely written.
September 23, 2008 at 5:25 AM
The DarK Side Of Sana Saleem..
September 24, 2008 at 1:40 AM
thanks saadat
spooky it is 
@ hariss thank you, its not a dark side actually its usually one of those things I scribble but dont really post them
September 24, 2008 at 4:14 PM
God i have a huuggee collection of these type of DarK things..
September 24, 2008 at 4:16 PM
can i submit some of em’ here?
September 25, 2008 at 8:00 PM
harris am actually working on redesigning web for now , once that’s one I ll probably add an area for guest posts and all then definitely.
September 28, 2008 at 2:30 PM
well,u web title is mystified justice, i remember immediately Justice Iftikhar Ch. only he is he man to take this country out of shadows of darkness but i am afraid he will not be ………….
September 30, 2008 at 4:07 PM
very nice bench of words tide together with wise rope.
October 6, 2008 at 5:53 PM
Yasee ch : I dont belive in life being a ‘one man’ show, there are a lot of other people and most of all everyone of us has the potential to change our lives somewhere somehow
Awahid: Thank u and welcome to my blog